Games
If anyone claims they don’t play games when it comes to the opposite sex then they are lying.
Without realising it I have ended up in a game with a boy. Lets call this boy Younger Guy. There were flirtations and I played along, enjoyed the attention after all it keep me entertained whilst Ian was being Ian. When it got to serious I played the innocent card and pulled back. Now he has pulled back I want to play again. So I act coy and sneaky to get his attention and reel him in. But I know I will dump him the moment he is interested again.
So why play the game? I want him to want me but I don’t want him. I want to make Ian jealous and what’s better than a fit Younger Guy.
Maybe I could force myself to like Younger Guy. He is fit, active and enthusiastic. He seems kind and thoughtful, so what is the issue? His biggest turn off for me is his age. There is something seductive about an older more confident man and unfortunately anything else seems weak and unattractive. Should I try something new or just let it go and hope something else comes along.
So what is the next move?
